I feel very overwhelmed right now. Unable to cope.
I have a bunch of papers to do for work, but I am sick and tired, and just want to sleep. I am scared that if I tell my bosses about being sick, they will yell at me. Or insist that I go to a doctor. I don't have enough money to go to a doctor.
My internet security is going to expire in a couple days. I had someone tell me that my security isn't very good, but he didn't bother to tell me what a good company is, so now I feel like I should get a new company. But I don't know what companies are good.
I need to find a full time job. But a.) there are no jobs and b.) I feel too sick and tired to look for a job.
I need to do my taxes. I don't think I have enough money to pay my taxes. Also, money and numbers confuse me, so I am dreading filling out the forms.
I need to do 14 hours of new lawyer continuing legal education by the end of may. Arg. If I don't do them, I will get in trouble, and I won't be able to practice law.
I have horrible nightmares every night, and wake up either crying or screaming. This has started to freak me out.
I have a speech impediment, and I'm a lawyer. Sometimes I freak out about having to speak in court. What if my speech impediment acts up? Also, I am terrible about vocalizing my thoughts, so even if I manage to get the words out, they aren't what I was thinking, and then I sound stupid.
I hate paying my bills, so I usually procrastinate paying them. Then they end up being late, and I get charged a late fee. I hate money.
Someone was very mean to me yesterday. Now I just want to cry.
I worry that no one wants to be my friend because I am always stressed about stuff.