Living in the moment

I think I've finally done it. I finally figured out how to dwell in the moment, and not get carried away with worrying about the future. Of course, I did this just when I was about to graduate from lawschool, and need to start thinking about things like taking the bar, and getting a job.

I'm just so happy all the time, I just love relishing every moment. When I do think about the future, I freak out, and want to cry, because I have nothing planned. But then I go back to living in the here and now, because that's the only way I know how to cope. Maybe if it wasn't such a jarring jump from my present reality to the uncertain future I would be able to deal with this better.